Why are we Still Here?

June 5th, 2023

I no Longer Identify as an Earthling

WARNING: there is a pretty horrible photo farther down the page. I made it a thumbnail to reduce the impact for people who see it unintentionally. Click if you want to see a bigger version.

I don’t have a whole lot of interest in this world these days. I just watched Matt Walsh’s horrifying documentary, What is a Woman?, and it made things worse. Nonetheless, I did a little work on my tractor fork attachment today. I am literally one day away from finishing, although I already have an alteration in mind.

Here is what I have.

That frame is 3/16″ steel, and the little plates holding the tines on are 3/8″, so I think everything is sturdy enough. I used to have these same tines on a bucket made from something like 1/8″ plate, and it worked okay.

I stood on one tine with the fork off the ground, and I jumped up and down. It didn’t seem to notice me. I don’t think I’ll ever lift more than maybe 900 pounds because of the size of the tractor. That’s 225 pounds per fork, and the load won’t be jumping.

I may detach the big plates that hold the attachment on the tractor. When the attachment is on the ground, these plates are vertical, and that means I can’t rotate the tines upward very much. This could be a problem. I’m going to try it out, and if I don’t like it, I’ll have to cut the plates off, put something between them and the frame, and fix it so they’re maybe 20° off vertical.

Today I cut a stupid magnolia tree that was planted in the wrong place. It was starting to get in the way of trucks coming up the driveway. I want UPS to come to my door, but I can’t expect them to keep pushing through branches. Now I have a big assortment of large magnolia brush in the yard, and I really need the fork.

The people who built this house were very bad at landscaping. I have three other magnolias to cut. I also want to kill most of the plants around the pool.

The magnolia I cut today was planted about 4 feet from the driveway, so I’m not sure the original owners thought about the fact that trees grow. They also put a maple tree 10 feet from the house, and there are two bottlebrush trees 18″ from my workshop. I also have a cluster of oaks almost touching the driveway and another magnolia two feet from my expensive brick walkway.

The web says to keep magnolias 50 feet from structures. Nice.

Before the Chinese blight killed my citrus trees, I had three with bases maybe 8 feet apart. That was never going to work. If it were still possible to have grapefruit or tangelo trees in the Eastern US, the proper minimum distance between trunks would be 25 feet, not 8.

Finishing the fork has been an intimidating job because of all the cutting. The original tines had structural stuff made from heavy plate, and I had to make a lot of long, accurate cuts with an angle grinder. It’s a messy job requiring all sorts of protective gear, and it’s easy to screw up. I had to redo the cuts on three of the 4 tines, so that made it worse. Fortunately, the remaining tine is nearly perfect, so attaching it should be quick.

I tend to freeze up on jobs like this. I have to keep reminding myself it doesn’t matter if I screw up. With steel, you can always cut things apart and put them back together however you want. It’s not like wood. Once wood is screwed up, all you can do is add clumsy patches.

Walsh’s documentary comes with a pretty interesting story which you probably know. He’s conservative, and he works for The Daily Wire. The documentary reveals hushed-up facts about the atrocities gender nuts inflict on children.

Twitter agreed to host the documentary, and then right after it appeared, Twitter throttled it. They said this was based on two instances of “misgendering,” which means referring to people by pronouns correct for their sexes. The offending words were uttered by people who were filmed for the documentary, not people on the filmmaking team.

Elon Musk found out and fired a bunch of people. You can now see the documentary on Twitter and Rumble. It’s over a year old, and finally, you can see it without a struggle.

Once again, we see that some of the most seemingly-paranoid things conservatives and Christians say about leftist censorship are completely true. The problem is that we are so used to this towering, continuous outrage, we aren’t screaming about it.

The documentary was pretty horrifying. The pro-mutilation, pro-sterilization, pro-steroid people showed that they were literally insane. They proved there was no way to get facts into their skulls. Walsh was patient and polite with them, and a bunch of them flipped out.

The rapture and the tribulation will come when it becomes impossible to reach people with the truth, so watching these crazies affirm patent delusions served to reinforce my conviction that God is about to remove sane people from the earth and give the rest what amounts to a prolonged therapeutic flogging.

Walsh interviewed a lady who looks like a man from the shoulders up. She was pushed into “transitioning” or whatever it’s called as of this week, and later, she realized she had destroyed herself. Terrible things happened. They gave her a fake penis made from other tissues, and hair grew inside her urinary tract. She ran out of insurance coverage, and the doctors abandoned her. Now she runs an outfit that counsels other people.

I’ll show you a photo. In case you don’t know how fake penises are made, this will enlighten you.

A girl as young as 18, whom liberals don’t believe is old enough to buy a gun, can have this done to her. Flay the arm. Turn the skin into a fake penis that doesn’t really work. Flay the thigh and put the skin on the arm. The survivors look like they’ve been in fires.

Walsh interviewed a Canadian man who was out on bail. His crime was “misgendering.” He called his confused daughter a girl, basically. In Canada, this is considered violence. Thousands of years of jurisprudence settled the question of whether words are violence. They are not. This is one of the things you learn during your first semester of law school. Now leftists are passing statutes overriding common law and common sense.

We live in a world where calling your daughter is violence, but rioting is protected speech, except for Republicans.

The Canadian had a disagreement with his wife. She wanted their minor daughter to be put on drugs that would prevent her from becoming a woman. He objected, and the hospital tried to bring him around. Then they sent him a letter saying they were going to inject her regardless of his input, and they said he had two weeks to respond with legal action. When he responded, he lost, because Canada has a child-protection statute that takes power away from parents who haven’t lost their minds yet.

Now he’s a criminal. But a “doctor” who castrates boys and girls and mutilates girls in order to make fake penises that don’t work is working within the law.

We are done here. There is no stopping the transformation. A lot of older people want to fight, but the young, by and large, are beyond the reach of reason. We will die off, and the scales will swing in their favor. God only knows what crimes we will be found guilty of. This blog entry will probably be a prosecutable offense with no statute of limitations.

If they can get rid of statutes of limitations for rape, which they stupidly did, they can get rid of them for all sorts of thoughtcrimes.

The man in Canada is essentially guilty of thoughtcrime.

It’s trite to say 1984 is here, not because it’s absurd, but because the actions of leftists have provoked so many people to say it. Is it really here? Not exactly. The full-blown disease hasn’t arrived, but the world is incurably infected.

I’d compare it to something like mad cow disease. Six months after you’re infected, you may have light symptoms, but you still have the disease. You’re still going to develop every disabling symptom no matter what you do, and there will be no way to fix it. We don’t have goons hauling dissidents off to be tortured, but younger people have the mindset that results in such things, and as they gain dominance, they will do pretty much what Orwell’s ministries did.

Barring an unforeseeable, unlikely set of events involving things like secession and emigration, it will not be possible for young people to live acceptable lives on this planet. They won’t be able to raise children normally. They won’t be able to say the kinds of things people have to say in order to have sane, livable societies. Their movements and purchases will be severely restricted. They’ll have to pretend to be insane or live with fines, imprisonment, gag orders, employment discrimination, and the confiscation of their children.

There is no way to make life on Earth work any more.

I think about these things and feel like there is no point in fixing the tractor or cleaning up the yard. I don’t feel like doing financial planning or exercising. It makes me feel like I should do nothing but pray, eat, sleep, and bathe. I feel like I’m Noah. What are you supposed to do when you know the world is ending?

I told my wife it’s like the Titanic is sinking, and oblivious passengers are concerned about trivial things. The soup is cold. They need more pillows.

So many Christians and conservatives think they’re going to win somehow. What Bible are they reading? Which Holy Spirit are they listening to? They think they’re on God’s side, but they’re really taking marching orders from Satan. He wants people who seem to belong to God to flail around and make fools of themselves, like Lot’s sons-in-law.

The church is an astounding failure. Colossal. Almost no one is teaching what matters. You need to pray in tongues every day. It’s the only way to get the Holy Spirit’s guidance and be lifted out of deception.

It’s nice that Matthew Walsh took the time to try to help, but he is wasting his life. His work won’t stop anything.

How is it that the church fails to teach the single most important thing Christians need to know, after salvation? Well done, Satan.

It seems like the only verses Christians know are John 3:16 and Matthew 7:1. No one reads 1 Corinthians 14:2 or Jude 1:20.

You know who the worst non-Christian people are? Not perverts or atheists. Motivational speakers. Football coaches. Life coaches. Drill instructors. Anyone who tells you to believe in yourself. Anyone who promotes pride. If it weren’t for pride, perverts would still be running from Christians. The Bible makes it clear that pride causes people to abandon God, and only after that, perversion sets in. See Romans 1.

Perversion can’t set in until insanity spreads. You have to be blind to reason to think two men should sodomize each other and marry.

I didn’t realize how evil motivational speakers were until today.

Most big-time preachers are motivational speakers. They work for Satan. Joel Osteen works for Satan. T.D. Jakes works for Satan. Self-confidence will send you to hell. Jesus had none at all. The Bible condemns self-confidence and pride too many times to list here, but go to a big church, and you can count on the pastor to vomit motivational speaking all over you.

I truly hope Jesus comes for us soon. I am done with this place.

3 Responses to “Why are we Still Here?”

  1. Ruth H Says:

    This world has gone so far beyond 1984 we are in what could never have been imagined. When I was a young girl I read my older brothers science fiction books; imagine science fiction of the 1950’s. As far as I can remember I don’t think transgendering, make that mutilation, was mentioned. I think there were probably still some castradi living, we did know about them and how horrible that had been. Now it would be considered evil to NOT do it.
    I’ve been considering some things I wish I could sit and talk about with you and some other like minded people. Did we unleash the demons with electricity, with the telephone, and for certain with cell phones, ipads, home computers, bluetooth, wifi and the internet? They are certainly used by demons. And by me and you.
    I wear a Dexcom G6 continuous glucose monitor. It has a transmitter that connects to my iphone with bluetooth. Am I wearing a demon? Am I just losing it? Should I be thankful there are some very good uses for the computer age?. Surely many lives have been enhanced and physically saved by the machines given to us in this computer age. Do they outweigh the harm?
    I think a lot about this. Even without meaning to, we bring a lot of evil into our heads through the pictures and stories we cannot ignore. I would rather not know what happens with gays, but I do. There are many other things I would rather have not seen or heard about, but I have. Once seen something cannot be unseen.
    Did mean to rant but we have unleashed the Kraken.

  2. Ruth H Says:

    Of course I hit submit too soon. I did NOT mean to rant, but maybe it was a Freudian slip.

  3. John Bowen Says:

    Matthew 18:6, Mark 9:42 and Luke 17:2 give an inkling of exactly what Jesus thinks of those who harm children. My thoughts today were on what He must think of those ministers who condone unrepentant pedophiles in their church leadership, and I’m not talking about the Catholic Church. It’s happened all too often in all too many churches and it has kept many potential Christians from being saved.