Prescient or Crazy?

“Prophets” on Youtube are still saying Biden won’t be inaugurated. It makes me wonder who is crazy: me or them?

I prayed for Trump to win, over and over, and I felt great faith that he would come out on top. That’s all true, but I have felt great faith for things that didn’t happen. When I asked God whether Trump would win, I felt he was saying “yes,” but I have been wrong in the past when I thought I was receiving answers from God. I cursed Biden and Harris and the spirits they serve with defeat, and I still do, but curses don’t always succeed.

I’m trying to keep track of what works and what sometimes fails. Prayer in tongues always works. I can’t recall saying anything stupid while prophesying. The little phrases God gives me from time to time seem reliable. Blessing and cursing don’t always result in success, but they are clearly powerful.

I subscribe to a channel belonging to a man named Kenneth Boork. He goes around healing people. He has a video where he freaked a Muslim out by healing him. He seems legitimate in some ways. Recently, he has been putting videos up saying there will be a big military coup that will prevent Biden from taking office. He also talks about the Illuminati, a group which, in my estimation, is about as influential as Milli Vanilli. He says the Deep State made America a corporation in 1963 and that Trump turned it back into a nation. I have no idea what that means.

He says we need the military to take over and execute traitors. Isn’t that what the Antichrist’s reign is supposed to look like? I can’t see Jesus ordaining a thing like that. God sent the ancient Hebrews to war all the time, but I’ve never heard of it happening under the new covenant.

I don’t know what to make of it. The healings seemed real, but now he seems like just another conspiracy nut.

I watch a preacher named Tom Fischer, who also heals people. I used to think he was very sound, but he married a lady who seems eccentric, and he went off on an essential oils kick. He says Trump will stay in the White House.

I watch a channel called Seeking God. It gets almost no views. The young lady who runs it has said a lot of very useful things, but she also said God had told her Trump would get his second term. What’s the explanation? Does she get real revelation which is sometimes contaminated by disinformation? Was it an illusion when she seemed to get revelation in the past?

I put up a Youtube comment asking one of these people how sure he was about his prediction, and some unknown Youtuber posted an extremely long response in which he claimed he had seen a vision of battle with a dragon, followed by God lifting Trump up and putting a military uniform on him. This person is convinced he, himself, is a prophet. First, I doubt he had a vision. I had a vision. When you have a vision, you see things in front of you as though they were real. Many people see things in their imaginations and call them visions. I think this guy is in the second camp. I don’t think he saw a battle with a dragon, and I think he imagined the business about Trump and a uniform.

People shouldn’t say they’ve had visions when they’ve only seen things in their minds. When I had my vision, I saw a female angel standing at the foot of my bed, and I saw light from heaven shining down on her. I was awake, and she was right in front of me. It wasn’t a mental impression. I wouldn’t call an impression a vision. If I did, I would have to say I have dozens of visions every day, and I don’t.

I suppose I was having visions when I was a small child and I saw giant bugs and reptiles crawling all over the bedroom. Things like that have happened over the last year. The other night, I woke up and saw something hovering right over me. It was a couple of feet above the bed. It looked a lot like a bodybuilder’s belly and chest, except it was glowing red. I couldn’t see the whole creature, and it vanished before I could get a good look. It was as though it were too close for me to see all of it. I cursed it and cast it out, but I have no idea what it was. I wasn’t afraid of it, but I was very angry. I would have taken a knife and gutted it if I could.

I would like to know what’s going to happen. I feel frozen in place. I feel like I can’t go on with life until the inauguration date has passed. I don’t want to make plans. I don’t want to start any projects. Either Biden will stink up the Oval Office with his whorish presence, and we’ll sink into leftist despotism right away, or we will witness the most extraordinary event ever to hit the United States.

I don’t see a coup coming. Where is the evidence? You would have to get thousands of troops, many of whom support Biden, to keep a secret and go along with a plan that could land them in prison.

The coup itself wouldn’t be as big a miracle as the successful concealment of the plan.

A couple of months ago, I would have asked God whether Biden will be inaugurated. I can’t do that now with any expectation of success. I don’t know the answer, I don’t know of a single “prophet” I can go to with any confidence, and the people who are predicting a coup are not credible at all.

I suppose you can work miracles and still be a bad prophet.

My suspicion is that our lack of clear guidance is caused by rejection of prayer in tongues. When I pray in tongues a great deal, everything works, slick as snot on a doorknob. Over the last few months, I haven’t done as much praying in tongues as I should have. I think it’s a certainty that the people who are making confident incorrect predictions aren’t praying in tongues much. Very few Christians do it. They let a few syllables go every once in a while, but they won’t go for an hour or more.

God has been giving me grace to get back to it, and I am making a point of taking advantage. It’s very clearly the most important, most powerful thing I do.

I’ve been trying to get humility. I’ve been reminding God I can’t do anything alone. I make a point of doing this with regard to things that seem very easy. Putting clothes in the washer. Making toast. “I know I can’t do this unless you help me, so please help, and glorify yourself in it.”

It doesn’t take much humility to ask God to help you get through medical school or win an Olympic medal. If you’re really humble, you know you can’t even put your socks on without God’s help.

I want humility because God helps the humble and fights the proud. I want help. I don’t want to earn anything. I want everything handed to me.

Satan loves hard work and self-confidence. After all, they got him where he is, and he wants us to join him.

Government-worshipers couldn’t wait for January 1 because they thought 2020 was evil and their problems would go away in 2021. Now 2021 is turning out to be worse than 2020, as everyone with common sense knew it would, and I’m sitting here looking forward to January 20. I don’t expect the world’s problems to end, but I expect closure.

Maybe I’m overly optimistic, if “optimistic” is the right word.

By the way, we’re supposed to get a huge locust attack this year. Don’t shoot the messenger. It wasn’t my idea.

I hope the “prophets” are right. I would love to see America get relief from the socialist plague. I don’t think it will happen, but that’s a guess, not a prophecy.